Since I'm abandoning all logic and refusing sleep - I'll write. Better yet, I'll blog. Woot.
So I haven't even gone on this site in such a long time, I spend most of the time in blogger on my other blog. Whoops!
The thing about this blog is that it reminds me that I've disappointed myself. I thought I'd be so much further along by now. I really just want to be involved, but I don't feel like there's anything for me to jump into yet besides school.
I read an article about Demi Moore and Ashton Kutcher the other day. Those two are a match made in heaven, let me tell you what. I really love the fact that they are so involved in ending sex trafficking. I love it so much, I don't know what to do with myself.
I could seriously allow everything lazy in me to say, "they've got this covered." But that wouldn't be right. I wish there was some way to make my time in school go faster. I also wish that there was a better way to pay for school, but I'm sure that every student since the beginning of University has said that.
I wish that, right now... in this moment...I could go. Where? I don't know. But I would love to just throw myself into raiding brothels, or volunteering at the Hope Center. I could go undercover for an investigation and find high-rolling pimps and johns. I could do it all. Tell me when, Lord!
And this is why I don't write in here. I never seem to have anything to say besides: SEND ME!
Tiarah, prayers continue for God to guide you through the path He wants you in, and that He will help you find what you were truly meant to accomplish.
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